It’s you and
me with a little left of sanity.”
“His
presence turned me into a porcelain doll ─fragile, breakable, too fussy to be
carried.”
“It’s a
frantic combination between drowning and wanting to get out, between dying and
gasping for life.”
“To him, I
might be the perfect friend. But deep down. I’m just in love.”
“And I
realize how I was constantly swaying from one side to the other. I wanted to
stop. I wanted to decide. But some stupid philosopher kept telling us to go
with the flow, to drift with the river of life. What flow? This is not a flow,
it’s a predictable swing that goes back and forth without ever moving
elsewhere.”
“Now that I
realize that even a skyscraper of fence wouldn’t work either. I need a line of
faith as a real border between us. A strike of amnesia, perhaps.”
“But I can
only carry one romantic connection in this claustrophobic heart of mine.”
“If you love
someone, you have to embrace the whole package, right? Love the person as is.”
“Timing is
everything. Leave the box and go. Scar his heart and fly away.”
“I love you.”
I grab hold
of my breath. One more push and the anchor will plummet.
“Well, I
love you too, you know that.”
“He bends
over like a knights, ready to console a confused princess who has been saved
from a dragon by another king and lived happily until this brightly shining
newcomer arrived and swept her off her feet. The problem is, he was too late. There’s
no dragon left. The battle has already been fought and won.”
“And I can
feel I’m arriving at that moment again, right now. Cuddled like his teddy bear,
still not knowing what to do, what to decide.”
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