Never Have I Ever

Never have I ever stare at someone and never look away because I know they will never stare back?

Never have I ever write so many poems and never finish it even once because those poems represent the feelings and my feelings never end?

Never have I ever buy a pair of shoes and make it framed because I know I can't frame the loneliness?

Never have I ever scream and sing in the water because the air never understands my craving for the reflection of my smiles in someone's eyes?

Never have I ever hate the distance but hate the nearness even more because nearness means possibility but even the possibility laughs at me?

Never have I ever wish for someone's happiness without the absence of mine?